I am 40 years old and I have 5 kids… I think it’s time for me to get a tattoo. I have always liked the Pacific Islander traditional design. They are beautiful, not just because it is part of me but they are very unique and means something. I am also a big LOST (Series) fan… LOL! I would like to have one of that Dharma Initiative logo tattooed in base of my neck.
My motto in life- “This too shall pass”. I don’t exactly know who said that but I got that from somebody close to me from another life. I have been through a lot lately, I always survive it. I have to! But sometimes I just want to curl and hide in a hole and not come out for weeks. Sometimes I’m not that strong… I’m not that confident. I feel small, I feel vulnerable. I tell myself when I’m in that mood- I’m allowed to be sad. Heck yes, I am f*cking allowed to be sad, to scream my lungs out, to shed a gallon of tears. I’m allowed to stare at walls for hours and hours and not think about anything else or hear anything but the beating of my heart and the rise and fall of my chest. I don’t want anybody hugging me, telling me sweet words or encouraging words of some sort. I don’t want to be touched, I don’t want to be seen… I don’t want to be noticed!